SAF50

Went down to SAFTI today to recce the place as my squadron will be there during SAF50 day on 1st July.

Literally a waste of time... Went there and finish the recce in about an hour plus but have to stay there zuo bo -.- Reach back camp around 4.30pm to continue duty. Hais.

每个人都说我很幸福。又有钱, 有女朋友, 又有车。但是, 为什么我不觉得我开心呢? :(

只觉得一直是我在付出, 但你呢?

原来爱不是我努力就可以...

Next milestone of my life.

3 more mounts! & off i go to pluck my wisdom tooth. After that, PRE-ORD lo! :D Sian part is that i need to serve finish my remaining days left as a NSF during holidays when school starts... Boooo :( Actually also no harm. Better go off earlier. Damn sick of serving liao~ 

Next month will be filled with camps when the date hits 21st. Hope can meet more awesome friends in SMU! Come to think of enrolling to SMU, i still have not gone for the check-up... zzzz. Damn troublesome hais. Have to be Raffles Medical Group one somemore. Why cannot just use Army FFI?! WHY! D: 

Things are quite okay with my girl these few days except i felt that the intimacy level between us both dropped. :/ Don't know. Maybe is me thinking too much again. 

Some things are better left unknown.

Losing it. The communication is low. Nothing seems to go right. Someone else knows my girl better than me. Guess its game over? Well, i don't know... Hope is me thinking too much. Want to find out but im tired of hurting myself in the end.

Sorry for replying cold if you think i am. Was kinda upset that you actually ate the korean bingsu that i recommended you with your friend instead of waiting for me. I've always shared things with you forst but you chose otherwise.. And the reason why i never text you is because i didn't want to disturb you ytd as you reply damn slow. And you know i don't like. But today you seemed rather busy. Not texting me even till now. Seems like you got others to text, 我不配.