爱我好吗?

To: 坏蛋的宝贝, Soo Xin Yi

本来想放弃追求你的概念, 但我哪里舍得呢?

"只希望快乐。"
"经过太多，看见太多。也不再期待什么了。"

看到你在fb写这些我也不好过 :/

你不必再期待了。我打算在这一天鼓起勇气地向你告白。:$ 不知道你是否发现到我对你有感觉。已经是一段时间的事了... 只不过我没办法放下以前的伤心往事, 所以才会拖到现在的。另外一个理由就是我怕。怕你知道了之后, 会不再理我。:( 但我想了又想, 如果我没有试过, 哪里会知道结果呢对吗?

我知道我们没有见过好几次而已, 但感情是能培养的对吧? 我会尽我所能让你开心/快乐的。毕竟我对于感情这种事是很转情的 (:

所以我想说的是... 我不知不觉的深深爱上你了。我的宝贝。520 :3 希望你能接受我。:X

只想逃离这一切。

4 years ago...

It's so hard to forget you...

Today marks the 4th year anniversary with you if we did not separate back then in 2013.

Wish you're happy with your life now together with your new boyf and stop being so rebellious like you used to. Cope well with both work and studies.

Lastly, always remember what i've told you. "亲情永远是最重要的" Don't always quarrel with your brother/sister or even parents...

I guess it's also time for me to let go & pursue my own happiness... Thanks for the memories :')

到此为止吧，
W.

520...

Don't like to have lots of free time being ALONE... Always make me feel so emotional. :/ Especially when the night comes... It's just so boring in camp. :(  我要 ORD... T.T

Feel so affected by the small things that she do. Why why why! I don't want to turn back to how  i used to be... 救救我 D:

"因为怕失去，所以不敢拥有。" Is this how you felt too? :/

好想好想轰轰烈烈的再爱一遍，你说呢？

请给我一些暗示吧。哪怕是我一厢情愿...

520 ♡ xoxo

我...还能吗?

Been awhile since i last update this blog of mine. >< Life in Paya Lebar Air Base (PLAB) have started & everyday is basically mount, mount and mount. They call it mount 到死. D: I really can see that life in NS wouldn't be as interesting as BMT & SCS already. So just gonna pass it day by day...

R/s with jie doesn't seemed to work out so well these few days after i know piggy xy :( She kinda left me alone T.T Back to those old days... WHY WHY WHY? D: I've never neglected you did i? :x Now left the piggy that talks to me and make me laugh stupidly in camp! Thinking back 145 days ago, what she replied me was just merely a one or two word answer like "Yeah" , "It's okay". But look at now. She somehow opened up? Always bullying me! Naughty little baby! >(  

Reflecting on my life. It's pretty awesome with all the things i had. However, the only thing that i yearn for was LOVE. This thing struck me hard back last year just before i enlisted into NS. To think about it, i've put all my heart and soul to love you (JLZH), but you just left me heartlessly... 曾经为你掉过几次泪...You really broke my heart into pieces... Till now, i still couldn't bring myself to fall in love with any girl. I just don't know how to love a girl anymore... :( Is it by treating them good? Or is it by giving them freedom? 

I admit that i have feelings for piggy xy since dk when. But what can i do? I just can't bring myself to confess. :/ What if it's just a one sided thing... Or worst, kena rejected & can't even be friends anymore... I don't think i'll be able to take that. D: 

If you (piggy xy) ever see this, 对不起。请你原谅我。我... 就是开不了口。:'( & if you feel awkward to talk to me anymore, i won't blame you. :/

P.S. I need someone to bring back the old me. Someone please...